~ Endless Night of Regret ~
It is just past midnight
and I am still on the rise
I’ve had a hard time sleeping —
Problems, lies, and cries
plague my wanting and needing sleep.
I wonder, what have I done
to feel so lonely and blue?
Nothing seems to add up,
I simply haven’t got a clue.
Did I do something bad?
That something I must have forgotten–
I do wonder, was it something terribly rotten?
Do I deserve this agony and pain,
was it all my fault?
This wondering I do in the middle of the night,
is that of a wound and added salt.
It’s not my wrongdoing
I have forgiven the past
I trudge forward putting myself first,
letting go of what wasn’t supposed to last.
I know some things are difficult to forget,
but God says you must forgive
and in order to forgive, you must forget.
Nothing I can do with holding on to regrets.
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