~🌼~ Working on Me ~🌼~ (Self-Help)

Hello, All! 

I hope this post finds each and every one of you well today.

As you may or may not have noticed, I haven’t been posting much since last Friday.  The reason behind this is that I’ve been getting pretty bad headaches.  Heck, I was having them when I was posting like crazy, but I have to give my eyes a rest.

I thought they were migraines, but it turns out its really bad allergies towards mold and mildew.  Which just happens to be growing just below my bedroom window one floor below.  We are waiting for the grounds people to take care of power washing the outside of the townhouse for the last month now.  I mean Hell, you can smell it and see it right outside the front door.  It’s awful.

This whole past Summer was a very wet one and the build-up of all the rain we had here in NJ really doesn’t have anywhere to go.  I can’t even wrap my head around what is happening to all the people that live in the Carolina’s.  My heart just goes out to all of them.  

You see, since its been cooler in the evenings, I’ve been going to bed with the windows open, I guess I’ve been inhaling this shit for a couple of weeks now because I’m congested and these headaches I’ve been getting hit me with no warning…  My sight just swirls and blurs so quickly that I instantaneously get walloped with a horrible headache.  

Even as I write this, I am so light sensitive.  I feel like slamming my laptop closed.

In the meantime, I’ve been taking Ibuprofen to help a little.  In the past when I have taken allergy medication it has made me feel very jittery so, naturally, I’m not taking that.  I don’t need anything to set off an anxiety attack.

Hopefully, soon… this will be over with and I’ll be back in full swing.  Until then, I just have to take care of myself and not stare into the screen.  My eyes really need to rest.  

Take Care & God Bless,

Beckie