Hello, My Dear Friends…
I hope all of you are doing well on this Hump Day.
I wish I had any news pertaining to my mood lifting, but it really hasn’t. My depression and anxiety seem to be winning an ongoing race with one another. I’m trying my darndest to break out of it.
Self-soothing method of today was I actually slept in until almost 9:30 am, I guess that is from my overwhelming depression and pure exhaustion, then I played catch up with the Reader for a while.
I then took a shower and did up my hair, but did it with no place to go.
Then, I proceeded to make mini-egg souffle’ with spinach and cheese. If that wasn’t enough, then I made blueberry pancakes. I did this just to keep my mind busy and not have to overthink what has been happening to me over the course of weeks now.
I’ve also been trying to write creatively, but that seems to be going South as well as my somber mood. Which I’m noticing according to my stats lately. LOL! But, it is helping me get out the angst I feel deep down to my core.
Tomorrow, I plan on returning phone calls that have been accumulating over the last three day in regards to health insurance quotes. I’ve been reading e-mail quotes like this has become a full-time job. Plus all this thinking about moving to Florida is weighing heavy on me too. I really want to in order to take care of my Mom, but the thought of losing my parrot of 30 years, is killing me inside.
I so wish there was an easy fix to this one, but this is a very hard decision I have to make. In the meantime, I continue to read other blogs and some amazing poetry. It truly does help me get out of my head. So, Thank you, guys, for helping me accomplish that.
I hope you all have a pleasant evening. 🙂
Take Care & God Bless,